ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T,
yes im gonna write about something i wanna be.
it's not an ambition but it's something general in life.
we are not only lives as a slave of ALLAH, we also live as a family member, friends,student,etc2...
straight to the point
AS A FAMILY MEMBER
i wanna be a daughter,and sister that please everybody. of course it's impossible but i'll try. ill do what i can do. i want them to be proud of me. someone who they can rely on. someone who will do everything. someone who'll lend the ears when nobody listen. someone who'll talk to them if every single person on earth ignored them and someone who'll wipe their tears even if the tissue is no longer been produced (?) ouh yeah. i wont mind to spend my money on them. yes seriously. i dont mind being a maid for them (maybe a bit tired but sokay). i wanna be a daughter/sister and also be a good friend to them. yeah some times my hot-tempered characteristic(?) gettin' worse and this is the worse of all (i guess only my family knows how bad tempered i am). yet they are still bear with it even if it is too much. if and only if they are strangers live with me for 20 years, i doubt they will bear it for too long. it's because THEY ARE FAMILY. they go through the hardships with me.together. never leave me alone even if i think it otherwise(sometimes :P). THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE and i know that. they had spent sooooo much for me and i keep wanting more and more. guess what? very small percentage close to 5% that they rejected my wish. because of what? YES, BECAUSE THEY ARE FAMILY. and i love them. :)
isnt it tooooo obvious? i wanna be an excellent student. should i write more?yes,each one of us wants the same so i dont think i have to write more of it.. :3
yes im gonna write about something i wanna be.
it's not an ambition but it's something general in life.
we are not only lives as a slave of ALLAH, we also live as a family member, friends,student,etc2...
straight to the point
AS A FAMILY MEMBER
i wanna be a daughter,and sister that please everybody. of course it's impossible but i'll try. ill do what i can do. i want them to be proud of me. someone who they can rely on. someone who will do everything. someone who'll lend the ears when nobody listen. someone who'll talk to them if every single person on earth ignored them and someone who'll wipe their tears even if the tissue is no longer been produced (?) ouh yeah. i wont mind to spend my money on them. yes seriously. i dont mind being a maid for them (maybe a bit tired but sokay). i wanna be a daughter/sister and also be a good friend to them. yeah some times my hot-tempered characteristic(?) gettin' worse and this is the worse of all (i guess only my family knows how bad tempered i am). yet they are still bear with it even if it is too much. if and only if they are strangers live with me for 20 years, i doubt they will bear it for too long. it's because THEY ARE FAMILY. they go through the hardships with me.together. never leave me alone even if i think it otherwise(sometimes :P). THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE and i know that. they had spent sooooo much for me and i keep wanting more and more. guess what? very small percentage close to 5% that they rejected my wish. because of what? YES, BECAUSE THEY ARE FAMILY. and i love them. :)
AS A FRIEND
first of all. am i a good friend? this question had been stuck in my head for years. i (guess) have many friends and each one of them taught me diff things. the best lesson i had learned is from someone who taught me what is the real friendship is.to believe. to forgive.to be honest.etc2. yaaaaaa ive told this like millions of times. i do appreciate everyone.and i love each one of them. as a friend, i wanna be someone who others will think of whenever they got problems. it's not like i love to be the last option (only when they got problems) but seriously i feel great when i made someone, at least smile even if they dont laugh. yes i have this one friend. she is not even my best friend. nope .but whenever i got problem/s i know she always be beside me and will always support me through thick and thin. i love this kind of feeling. and i wanna be like her. she treat her friend's problem like it is hers. SHE WILL DEFINITELY REPLY MY CALL, TEXT MESSAGE AND MAYBE IF SHE SUSCRIBED TO DATA PLAN, SHE WILL DEFINITELY REPLY MY WHATSAPP/LINE ETC2. when i face the hard times, my heart feel at ease a little bit when i think of her (OMG think straight okay, dont confuse me for being lesbo. im not one :3 i suddenly scared of my own word hahahaha okay please understand). to my dearest friends i might be someone who annoyed you soooooo much but i love you. i just cant being nice (ive tried to be nice.real hard please believe me).i just cant i just cant. sobsssss...ouh yes and thanks. for being my friend. :)
AS A STUDENT
nak jadi macam miza rasyida ramlan. :3
