Ive uninstalled twitter.Back to basic.i'll try.inshaAllah.
"Remember Me, I shall remember you" (2:152)
Sunday, 23 March 2014
Wednesday, 12 March 2014
antara kebijaksanaan menilai situasi dan kegagalan menangani perasaan
Assalamualaikum w.b.t,
alhamdulillah.
haaaaa. ini adalah satu tajuk yang saya rasa paling kerap dibualkan oleh saya dan rakan-rakan.
kenapa tajuk ini dipilih? *kening-kening*
hari ni taknak guna bahasa ingeeris atau bahasa baku. nak guna bahasa santai je. biar sambil baca sambil berangin, dek santainya membaca post ni kononnya ala-ala baca di tepi pantai gitu. haaaa okay hambar saya tahu.tah macam mana tah nak jadi cool macam angel pakai gucci tu.tsk tsk. sebelum saya mula,saya nak minta maaf kalau guna bahasa rojak,takde niat nak main-mainkan bahasa kebangsaan negara terchenta!saya sedang cuba memantapkan penggunaan bahasa inggeris di samping memantapkan bahasa malaysia. haaaaaa.harapnya clear la okay. dan suka saya ingatkan segala yang ada di dalam blog ini adalah PENDAPAT PERIBADI SAYA SEMATA-MATA, dan untuk informasi berkaitan fakta-fakta atau statistik mahupun tafsir ayat Al-Quran dan hadith, saya akan sertakan link untuk semua rujuk. inshaALLAH. semoga ALLAH permudahkan urusan semua.
"China hantar 10 satelit untuk cari MH370,
Malaysia hantar raja bomoh"
secara jujurnya, sejurus selepas saya membaca ayat yang diwarnakan dengan warna merah ini, terus saya tersenyum malu. malu. teramat malu. sehinggakan mahu saja saya lari masuk bawah katil menyorok walaupun saya sedang keseorangan pada waktu itu. memang terdetik di hati saya "Ya ALLAH, apa malaysia ni. kelakar tahu kelakar?takde cara lain ke? dahla guna bomoh pulak tu *troll face*" sungguh saya tak tipu memang itu yang terdetik but then again. i re-think about it. dengan situasi sekarang, bila rakyat sendiri memperlekehkan negara sendiri, apa pula negara luar akan fikir?memang saya bantah 100% masuk campur raja bomoh tu!orang berkenaan pun satu dok layankan jugak bomoh tu sape suruh? cuba haih kalau wartawan takdak dok layan bomoh tu,mesti dia pun fed up.ni tak,layan jugak suka la dia merepek pun masuk paper.nak troll pun berpada-padalah jugak jgn smpai nampak sgt kelemahan kita ni.selama ini, kita cukup kagum dengan para mujahidin dan mujahidah palestin kerana mereka sangat kuat mempertahankan agama islam, yang melawan musuh Islam. mereka sangat unite. tapi mengagumi tanpa mempraktikkan itu dua perbuatan yang nyata berbeza,lebih-lebih lagi pada waktu yang sangat kritikal ini.apabila, seluruh dunia tertumpu pada malaysia.
cuba bayangkan pemain bola sepak negara bertanding tetapi masing-masing tidak mahu bekerjasama. orang yang taktahu main bola pun dah boleh jangka pasukan negara akan kalah.sebabnya terlalu jelas tiada kesefahaman antara mereka. maka pihak lawan akan mudah menerobos gawang gol malaysia. simple situation.
bukan saya desak untuk menyukai individu tertentu tetapi pada masa ini, buangkan dulu perasaan tidak enak itu. sekurang-kurangnya sehingga semua reda. fikir sebelum sebar sesuatu. jangan jadi pendek akal, sebar apa kita suka tanpa memikirkan kemungkinan yang ada. mungkin ada yang masih tidak tahu kebarangkalian mengenai false flag. yang dikaitkan dengan kehilangan pesawat MH370 berserta para krew dan penumpang. saya tegaskan disini, tujuan saya share disini bukanlah untuk menakut-nakutkan semua dan tidaklah saya berpendapat bahawa ini pasti terjadi. tidak, tujuan saya agar semua yang membaca dpt berfikir secara kritis tentang persoalan yang diutarakan oleh penulis kerana saya secara peribadi tidak mempercayai 100% berkenaan hal ini tetapi
"belum kena bukan bermaksud takkan kena"
kebarangkalian untuk diserang itu sentiasa ada dan tidak dijangka. mungkin ada segelintir antara kita yang tak sedar betapa kecilnya negara kita dan betapa kerdilnya negara kita jika hendak dibandingkan dengan negara lain. dengan singapura pun saya tak berani jamin kita akan selamat jika diserang. saya tak doakan negara terancam,tp kita selalu diingatkan supaya "sediakan payung sebelum hujan". saya sentiasa mendoakan keamanan Malaysia. buangkan dulu keegoan anda dan mula berfikir secara rasional kerana, bijaksananya akal dapat mengalahkan kuatnya nafsu. dan sebagai orang Islam, terlebih pentingnya iman yang mantap.
sekiranya ada isi yang dirasakan terpesong dr agama Islam, mohon anda ingatkan saya. mungkin terlepas pandang dan ilmu saya nyata masih terlalu sikit.akan diperbaiki dari semasa ke semasa. inshaALLAH. assalamualaikum.
p/s: kurangkanlah troll yang nyata menjatuhkan maruah individu. ramai yang "nampak" dosa seseorang tapi tak sedar pula malaikat belah kiri mencatat dosa. takut dalam usaha kita menjatuhkan orang di dunia, di akhirat kelak kita terjatuh ke neraka jahannam dek "usaha" kt di dunia itu.
p/s: kurangkanlah troll yang nyata menjatuhkan maruah individu. ramai yang "nampak" dosa seseorang tapi tak sedar pula malaikat belah kiri mencatat dosa. takut dalam usaha kita menjatuhkan orang di dunia, di akhirat kelak kita terjatuh ke neraka jahannam dek "usaha" kt di dunia itu.
Monday, 10 March 2014
MH370
Bismillah,
"Aku bersaksi tiada Tuhan selain ALLAH
dan Nabi Muhammad pesuruh ALLAH"
Alhamdulillah, antara sedar dan tidak, mungkin ada antara kita yang jarang yang mengucap dua kalimah syahadah. teras kepercayaan kita terhadap ALLAH subhanahu wa ta'ala dan Rasulullah.
bagus andainya, kita memperingatkan diri agar sentiasa tajdid niat atau memperbaharui niat kerana ALLAH kerana sifat manusia ini sering berubah-ubah dek nafsu yang tidak terbendung, kerana manusia tidak maksum. apa pentingnya ayat diatas?
mungkin tidak bagi anda, tetapi bagi saya ayat "tiada Tuhan selain ALLAH" cukup kuat untuk saya bersandar, agar saya masih percaya, masih punya harapan untuk kita semua menjumpai pesawat MH370 yang hilang semenjak 8hb Mac yang lalu.
tidak semua di dalam pesawat itu muslim, tetapi saya yakin dan percaya bahawa ALLAH berkuasa mutlak terhadap semua makhluk bukan sahaja manusia, hatta ikan di laut dan burung berterbangan di langit biru juga di bawah kekuasaan ALLAH.semua yang berlaku terjadi atas kehendak ALLAH.
pada waktu dan ketika ini, kita dapat saksikan di laman sosial ataupun media massa,
pelbagai versi berkaitan kemalangan melibatkan pesawat MAS MH370 disebarkan.
ada yang mengatakan pesawat telah terhempas dan tenggelam di dasar laut,
ada yang mengutarakan agar pasukan penyelamat mencari di sekitar kawasan pergunungan (walaupun peratusan untuk pesawat terhempas di kawasan pergunungan yang terdekat agak tipis), dan segala bagai kemungkinan telah diutarakan dan disebarkan. hal ini secara tidak langsung, menimbulkan satu keadaan yang huru-hara sama ada antara rakyat malaysia sendiri mahupun negara malaysia dengan seluruh dunia kerana yang pasti, ini bukan kemalangan terpencil!
antara yang menarik perhatian saya adalah tentang satu pertanyaan berkenaan:
"ramai yang mendoakan semua mangsa masih selamat namun dengan tangki yang mampu bertahan selama 7 jam perjalanan dan kini pesawat telah hilang lebih dari 48 jam. secara logiknya, apa yang akan terjadi apabila kenderaan anda kehabisan sumber tenaga untuk menggerakkan enjin?"
dan ini jawapan positif saya:
jika ALLAH mengatakan "ku faya kun" jadilah maka jadilah.
segala yang terjadi pasti ada hikmahnya. sekiranya ALLAH menginginkan mereka meneruskan penerbangan walau tiada satu titik minyak pun di dalam tangki, ini sememangnya pasti terjadi.
kerana saya yakin dengan kuasa ALLAH.
kerana saya berasa masih ada harapan,
selagi tiada apa ditemui, selagi itu harapan masih ada.
pada saya, doalah yang terbaik.
sungguh,
berat mata memandang, berat lagi bahu yang memikul.
saya mendoakan agar keluarga mangsa yang terlibat agar dikurniakan ketabahan dan kekuatan
selagi punya harapan, jangan pernah berserah.
USAHA.DOA.IKHTIAR.TAWAKAL.
ALLAHUAKBAR.
Monday, 3 March 2014
Amanah
Bismillah.Alhamdulillah.
Amanah. tanggungjawab paling ringan tapi juga paling susah dilaksanakan. sebentar tadi, terlihat seorang sahabat menanyakan sahabat di ruangan penerbangan burung biru "ada sesiapa boleh tukar BB1M kepada cash ?" saya lantas terfikir hal perihal para ahli politik yang dikecam dek kurang amanahnya menjaga harta rakyat. terdetik di hati saya, apakah beza mereka dgn para pelajar yang diberi bantuan tetapi tidak menggunakan kemudahan itu mengikut apa yang ditetapkan. bukankah itu juga melanggar amanah? jawapannya. tidak ada beza. sedihnya. kerana saya juga pada suatu masa dulu bertimbal balik antara menukar baucar buku dengan wang ringgit atau membeli buku untuk kegunaan sem hadapan (kerana baucar diberikan agak lambat untuk penggal semasa dan buku telah dibeli). mujur pengimbas cetak (printer) saya telah rosak,lalu baucar digunakan untuk membeli printer kerana memiliki printer di universiti boleh dikatakan lebih kepada keperluan berbanding kemahuan. memang,saya berterima kasih kepada saudara yang menanyakan soalan ini kerana membuat saya berfikir. nyata, amanah tidak semudah mengira 1,2 dan 3. perlu lebih kefahaman. bukan niat saya nak condemn saudara, tapi lebih kepada mengingatkan diri sendiri. ��
Monday, 24 February 2014
regardless of who did it, the same action get the same reaction
alhamdulillah,
the purpose of me, writing this post is to point out my view on my university src election. i was about to vote this one guy but i don't like his campaign. as much as i dislike those politician who misuse money for election, the same thing i feel towards this guy. yes he's using his own money (or probably his parent's money), but... nope. the title itself, should give clearer explanation. do i have to vote for him just because he is one of my batch mate? his action (at least), for me is just the same as the politician who use money to gain vote and i hate those politicians. indeed, our batch supports him but i personally dislike it. that's why i didn't ask for his shirt. more than thousand spent for the election and what if he does not being selected as one of the src? like seriously bro?
the purpose of me, writing this post is to point out my view on my university src election. i was about to vote this one guy but i don't like his campaign. as much as i dislike those politician who misuse money for election, the same thing i feel towards this guy. yes he's using his own money (or probably his parent's money), but... nope. the title itself, should give clearer explanation. do i have to vote for him just because he is one of my batch mate? his action (at least), for me is just the same as the politician who use money to gain vote and i hate those politicians. indeed, our batch supports him but i personally dislike it. that's why i didn't ask for his shirt. more than thousand spent for the election and what if he does not being selected as one of the src? like seriously bro?
Friday, 7 February 2014
my view.
rezeki.
bukanlah saya menyalahkan para sahabat diluar negara yang dikatakan menghabiskan wang ringgit berlibur dengan melancong di negara eropah dan sebagainya, tiada niat. kerana secara realitinya, para sahabat di dalam negara, termasuk saya juga boleh dikatakan kurang bijak menguruskan wang, bahkan masa juga kadang-kadang tidak terurus. apakah bezanya rakan di luar negara yang berhabis ribuan ringgit melancong dengan rakan di dalam negara yang berhabis ribuan ringgit membeli gadget2 terkini? apakah beza shopping ribuan ringgit (setelah di convert ke RM) di luar negara dengan shopping ribuan ringgit di malaysia? kerana manusia suka melihat apa yang ingin dilihat berbanding apa yang perlu dilihat. kerana manusia suka menilai tapi tidak suka dinilai. kerana nafsu lebih dari akal bagi sesetengah manusia.
kerana fitrahnya manusia sukakan kecantikan,keindahan, dan kesenangan.
bagi saya, tiada salahnya melancong ke luar negara. asalkan bertujuan. tujuan manusia dihidupkan di muka bumi tidak lain tidak bukan,beribadah kepada ALLAH. ibadah itu luas, dan menuntut ilmu adalah salah satu ibadah jika disertakan dengan niat yang betul. dalam ISLAM, kita diseru untuk menambah ilmu pengetahuan. ilmu itu luas, ilmu bukan cuma di tulis dalam buku, bukan cuma apa yang cikgu ajar di hadapan kelas, bukan juga cuma yang di dengar dalam kuliah subuh/zohor/asar/maghrib/isyak di masjid. adakah salah jika wang ringgit yang dilaburkan oleh para sahabat untuk melancong itu dapat menambah ilmu pengetahuannya sekaligus membantu pertumbuhan umat islam? salah jugakah sekiranya dengan melancong, sahabat-sahabat kita dapat menarik orang bukan islam untuk mendekati islam dengan mempamerkan sifat-sifat mahmudah?
medan dakwah itu tidak terjurus kepada dakwah secara terus.
apakah reaksi kita pula terhadap para ulama' yang ke luar negara? adakah kita turut mengatakan mereka berseronok sedangkan ada masalah umat yang perlu diselesaikan? percayalah, mereka akan dikatakan ke luar negara untuk berdakwah/berjihad di jalan ALLAH. sedangkan situasinya sama dengan sahabat kita yang melancong ke luar negara. mengapa perlu ada double standard dengan rakan-rakan-rakan kita yang lain? perlukah mereka menunjukkan mereka ke masjid-masjid, membantu orang miskin di negara yang dilawati dan sebagainya agar tidak dikatakan boros, agar pemergian mereka melancong serata dunia juga dikatakan untuk menyebarkan dakwah? bukan niat saya memburukkan para ulama' sedangkan ulama' adalah pewaris para nabi. niat saya cuma ingin membuka mata, agar kita bersangka baik (husnudzhon) tanpa mengira latar belakang. kerana daripada apa yang saya dapat lihat, ramai suka menilai mengikut apa yang terzahir. kita suka melihat apa yang kita ingin lihat. tapi kita lupa, sedangkan yang terhidang depan mata kita boleh tersalah, apatah lagi benda yang terlindung.
pendapat saya, melancong ke luar negara tak salah. bumi ALLAH itu luas. bagaimana kita manfaatkan perjalanan kita itu, itu penting.
contoh tau ni contoh.
takut-takut jadi orang yang mencela orang upload gambar starbucks kat instagram dgn caption "free"sebab katanya nak menunjuk, tapi at the end, dia upload gambar makanan tengah malam dengan caption "alhamdulillah rezeki".
perbuatan yang sama (upload gmbr mknn/minuman) tapi caption berbeza. jadi niat berbeza? kita taktahu. niat itu benda yang ghaib, yang kita taktahu. niat kita sendiri kita tak dapat pastikan.
dapat tak maksud aku,eh saya?
hanya sebab kita tak nampak apa yang kawan-kawan kita buat bila melancong,kita kata habiskan duit, takut nanti satu hari kita pergi luar negara, kita kata yang baik-baik sahaja. juga kita taktahu. sedangkan iman berubah-ubah. we tend to protect ourself. hence, in whatever we do we will definitely think about the good reasonS to do that so that we "could" said that it is actually a good/appropriate things to do even though deep in our hearts, we know it is not.
contohnya: tengok cerita korea/anime/english/malay/arab sukahati lah cerita apa. kita tahu waktu terbazir tapi kita selalu adakan alasan supaya kita tak rasa bersalah bazirkan waktu.
TAPI YANG MEMANG SENGAJA NAK PERABIH DUIT TU, MEMANG SALAH LA. WE STATE THE OBVIOUS. SALAH TETAP SALAH. APA RASIONALNYA BELI COKLAT ARNAB YANG BOLEH MAKAN PLASTIK SEKALI TU DENGAN HARGA RM10/SATU. SAYA CAKAP, SENGAJA PERABIH DUIT, TAK KIRA LA KAWAN-KAWAN KAT LUAR NEGARA YANG PERGI BERJALAN SATU DUNIA KE, YANG DALAM NEGARA TAK PERGI MEMANA KE. TETAP TAKLEH BAZIR. SEBABNYA, HUKUM ALLAH BUKAN TERTAKLUK KEPADA SESETENGAH MANUSIA JE, TAPI SEMUA. SEMUA K SEMUA.
p/s; this is my opinion. harap tegur kalau ada salah. tak minta opinion ini diterima semua orang sbb tak semua orang suka sayur, tak semua orang makan buah sedangkan somewhere in this beautiful world, ada yang suka gila makan buah ngn sayur.
bukanlah saya menyalahkan para sahabat diluar negara yang dikatakan menghabiskan wang ringgit berlibur dengan melancong di negara eropah dan sebagainya, tiada niat. kerana secara realitinya, para sahabat di dalam negara, termasuk saya juga boleh dikatakan kurang bijak menguruskan wang, bahkan masa juga kadang-kadang tidak terurus. apakah bezanya rakan di luar negara yang berhabis ribuan ringgit melancong dengan rakan di dalam negara yang berhabis ribuan ringgit membeli gadget2 terkini? apakah beza shopping ribuan ringgit (setelah di convert ke RM) di luar negara dengan shopping ribuan ringgit di malaysia? kerana manusia suka melihat apa yang ingin dilihat berbanding apa yang perlu dilihat. kerana manusia suka menilai tapi tidak suka dinilai. kerana nafsu lebih dari akal bagi sesetengah manusia.
kerana fitrahnya manusia sukakan kecantikan,keindahan, dan kesenangan.
bagi saya, tiada salahnya melancong ke luar negara. asalkan bertujuan. tujuan manusia dihidupkan di muka bumi tidak lain tidak bukan,beribadah kepada ALLAH. ibadah itu luas, dan menuntut ilmu adalah salah satu ibadah jika disertakan dengan niat yang betul. dalam ISLAM, kita diseru untuk menambah ilmu pengetahuan. ilmu itu luas, ilmu bukan cuma di tulis dalam buku, bukan cuma apa yang cikgu ajar di hadapan kelas, bukan juga cuma yang di dengar dalam kuliah subuh/zohor/asar/maghrib/isyak di masjid. adakah salah jika wang ringgit yang dilaburkan oleh para sahabat untuk melancong itu dapat menambah ilmu pengetahuannya sekaligus membantu pertumbuhan umat islam? salah jugakah sekiranya dengan melancong, sahabat-sahabat kita dapat menarik orang bukan islam untuk mendekati islam dengan mempamerkan sifat-sifat mahmudah?
medan dakwah itu tidak terjurus kepada dakwah secara terus.
apakah reaksi kita pula terhadap para ulama' yang ke luar negara? adakah kita turut mengatakan mereka berseronok sedangkan ada masalah umat yang perlu diselesaikan? percayalah, mereka akan dikatakan ke luar negara untuk berdakwah/berjihad di jalan ALLAH. sedangkan situasinya sama dengan sahabat kita yang melancong ke luar negara. mengapa perlu ada double standard dengan rakan-rakan-rakan kita yang lain? perlukah mereka menunjukkan mereka ke masjid-masjid, membantu orang miskin di negara yang dilawati dan sebagainya agar tidak dikatakan boros, agar pemergian mereka melancong serata dunia juga dikatakan untuk menyebarkan dakwah? bukan niat saya memburukkan para ulama' sedangkan ulama' adalah pewaris para nabi. niat saya cuma ingin membuka mata, agar kita bersangka baik (husnudzhon) tanpa mengira latar belakang. kerana daripada apa yang saya dapat lihat, ramai suka menilai mengikut apa yang terzahir. kita suka melihat apa yang kita ingin lihat. tapi kita lupa, sedangkan yang terhidang depan mata kita boleh tersalah, apatah lagi benda yang terlindung.
pendapat saya, melancong ke luar negara tak salah. bumi ALLAH itu luas. bagaimana kita manfaatkan perjalanan kita itu, itu penting.
contoh tau ni contoh.
takut-takut jadi orang yang mencela orang upload gambar starbucks kat instagram dgn caption "free"sebab katanya nak menunjuk, tapi at the end, dia upload gambar makanan tengah malam dengan caption "alhamdulillah rezeki".
perbuatan yang sama (upload gmbr mknn/minuman) tapi caption berbeza. jadi niat berbeza? kita taktahu. niat itu benda yang ghaib, yang kita taktahu. niat kita sendiri kita tak dapat pastikan.
dapat tak maksud aku,eh saya?
hanya sebab kita tak nampak apa yang kawan-kawan kita buat bila melancong,kita kata habiskan duit, takut nanti satu hari kita pergi luar negara, kita kata yang baik-baik sahaja. juga kita taktahu. sedangkan iman berubah-ubah. we tend to protect ourself. hence, in whatever we do we will definitely think about the good reasonS to do that so that we "could" said that it is actually a good/appropriate things to do even though deep in our hearts, we know it is not.
contohnya: tengok cerita korea/anime/english/malay/arab sukahati lah cerita apa. kita tahu waktu terbazir tapi kita selalu adakan alasan supaya kita tak rasa bersalah bazirkan waktu.
TAPI YANG MEMANG SENGAJA NAK PERABIH DUIT TU, MEMANG SALAH LA. WE STATE THE OBVIOUS. SALAH TETAP SALAH. APA RASIONALNYA BELI COKLAT ARNAB YANG BOLEH MAKAN PLASTIK SEKALI TU DENGAN HARGA RM10/SATU. SAYA CAKAP, SENGAJA PERABIH DUIT, TAK KIRA LA KAWAN-KAWAN KAT LUAR NEGARA YANG PERGI BERJALAN SATU DUNIA KE, YANG DALAM NEGARA TAK PERGI MEMANA KE. TETAP TAKLEH BAZIR. SEBABNYA, HUKUM ALLAH BUKAN TERTAKLUK KEPADA SESETENGAH MANUSIA JE, TAPI SEMUA. SEMUA K SEMUA.
p/s; this is my opinion. harap tegur kalau ada salah. tak minta opinion ini diterima semua orang sbb tak semua orang suka sayur, tak semua orang makan buah sedangkan somewhere in this beautiful world, ada yang suka gila makan buah ngn sayur.
Thursday, 12 December 2013
KAMBING BERKEPALA DUA.
ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T AND A VERY GOOD DAY I BID TO ALL READERS! *pcs presentation style*
as far as i concern, there are too many peoples, spread their own humiliation publicly nowadays.
in other way, it is obviously wrong yet they STILL proudly update about it on their SNS(bajet korea guna "SNS") account. well, guys, what wrong is wrong, im not trying to persuade you to do it right but at least TRY to do the right thing and then CONTINUOUSLY do the right thing(lama-lama okaylah tu)? and im not going to talk about those peoples who uploaded their humiliation, they have so many peoples to advice them; i guessed so by reading all those nasty comments(but not all) on their spreaded "printscreen" humiliation.
why nasty???? isn't it good to advice peoples who did wrong?
pardon? not all type of advice is acceptable.
well you won't eat shit even though peoples told you that it's good for your digestive system (a simple example even though it doesn't make any sense.don't try to argue about it).what im trying to say is, one size won't fit just anyone. well at least i can't wear my friend's clothes which is "S size". im fat okay and i don't fit in. instead, i should try other size that suits me well isn't it?enough with the introduction. well i guess, i really wrote this and talk like im practicing for my pcs presentation. thank ALLAH that it's over. *relieve emoticon* okay i hope you get the idea now. if you don't get it yes, continue reading, if not you also have to continue reading you have no option.haha.
what i really meant is, to advice peoples, you really need a suitable approach. you don't say you just barge in your friend's house without telling them.otherwise, you gonna get a punch.okay let's see which kind of advice would you prefer if you are the one who did wrong.let's see.
DO YOU PREFER THIS ONE?
OR EVEN WORSE,THIS ONE(?)
*im so dissappointed with those who spreaded other peoples embarassment.very dissappointed*
NO ONE.I SAID NO ONE WILL ACCEPT THIS WITH AN OPENED HEART. YES MAYBE THEY WILL REALIZE THAT THEY ARE A SINNER AND LISTEN TO YOUR ADVICE,BUT DON'T YOU THINK IT ALSO HURTS THEM. THEIR HEART ACHES? HABLUM' MINALLAH WA HABLUM'MINANNAS.TAKE CARE OF
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH ALLAH AND TAKE CARE OF RELATIONSHIP WITH HUMAN.
as far as i concern, there are too many peoples, spread their own humiliation publicly nowadays.
in other way, it is obviously wrong yet they STILL proudly update about it on their SNS(bajet korea guna "SNS") account. well, guys, what wrong is wrong, im not trying to persuade you to do it right but at least TRY to do the right thing and then CONTINUOUSLY do the right thing(lama-lama okaylah tu)? and im not going to talk about those peoples who uploaded their humiliation, they have so many peoples to advice them; i guessed so by reading all those nasty comments(but not all) on their spreaded "printscreen" humiliation.
pardon? not all type of advice is acceptable.
well you won't eat shit even though peoples told you that it's good for your digestive system (a simple example even though it doesn't make any sense.don't try to argue about it).what im trying to say is, one size won't fit just anyone. well at least i can't wear my friend's clothes which is "S size". im fat okay and i don't fit in. instead, i should try other size that suits me well isn't it?enough with the introduction. well i guess, i really wrote this and talk like im practicing for my pcs presentation. thank ALLAH that it's over. *relieve emoticon* okay i hope you get the idea now. if you don't get it yes, continue reading, if not you also have to continue reading you have no option.haha.
what i really meant is, to advice peoples, you really need a suitable approach. you don't say you just barge in your friend's house without telling them.otherwise, you gonna get a punch.okay let's see which kind of advice would you prefer if you are the one who did wrong.let's see.
DO YOU PREFER THIS ONE?
OR EVEN WORSE,THIS ONE(?)
*im so dissappointed with those who spreaded other peoples embarassment.very dissappointed*
NO ONE.I SAID NO ONE WILL ACCEPT THIS WITH AN OPENED HEART. YES MAYBE THEY WILL REALIZE THAT THEY ARE A SINNER AND LISTEN TO YOUR ADVICE,BUT DON'T YOU THINK IT ALSO HURTS THEM. THEIR HEART ACHES? HABLUM' MINALLAH WA HABLUM'MINANNAS.TAKE CARE OF
YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH ALLAH AND TAKE CARE OF RELATIONSHIP WITH HUMAN.
have you come to your sense right now?
there are better ways to advice peoples without them being disgraced.
as for me, I PREFER THIS WAY
is it hard to directly advice them through IM or email 'em,write a letter which the existence only knew by you and the person who receives/read it? if you don't know their facebook or email or anything, you have no idea, who are they,they just exist in this world out of nowhere, just, hate the bad things they have done, don't hate them.i don't know how to say this and forgive me for writing in malay "MEMBENCI KEMUNGKARAN DENGAN HATI ADALAH SELEMAH-LEMAH IMAN". i hope you understand what i meant.
okay that's all for those who tried to protect ISLAM yet didn't really show what ISLAM is all about. YOU DON'T TEACH WHAT ISLAM IS ALL ABOUT, YOU SHOW IT. THAT PROVES SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS. let's be a better muslim and a human being not only by words, but also by our actions.
and to those peoples who uploaded unnecessary things on facebook,twitter,etc and already received useful advices yet still refused to listen.
HEY!!!!
credit to the owner of the fb post
P/S; sorry the title is not even related to the issue i talked about. :3
Wednesday, 25 September 2013
WHAT I WANT TO BE
ASSALAMUALAIKUM W.B.T,
yes im gonna write about something i wanna be.
it's not an ambition but it's something general in life.
we are not only lives as a slave of ALLAH, we also live as a family member, friends,student,etc2...
straight to the point
AS A FAMILY MEMBER
i wanna be a daughter,and sister that please everybody. of course it's impossible but i'll try. ill do what i can do. i want them to be proud of me. someone who they can rely on. someone who will do everything. someone who'll lend the ears when nobody listen. someone who'll talk to them if every single person on earth ignored them and someone who'll wipe their tears even if the tissue is no longer been produced (?) ouh yeah. i wont mind to spend my money on them. yes seriously. i dont mind being a maid for them (maybe a bit tired but sokay). i wanna be a daughter/sister and also be a good friend to them. yeah some times my hot-tempered characteristic(?) gettin' worse and this is the worse of all (i guess only my family knows how bad tempered i am). yet they are still bear with it even if it is too much. if and only if they are strangers live with me for 20 years, i doubt they will bear it for too long. it's because THEY ARE FAMILY. they go through the hardships with me.together. never leave me alone even if i think it otherwise(sometimes :P). THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE and i know that. they had spent sooooo much for me and i keep wanting more and more. guess what? very small percentage close to 5% that they rejected my wish. because of what? YES, BECAUSE THEY ARE FAMILY. and i love them. :)
isnt it tooooo obvious? i wanna be an excellent student. should i write more?yes,each one of us wants the same so i dont think i have to write more of it.. :3
yes im gonna write about something i wanna be.
it's not an ambition but it's something general in life.
we are not only lives as a slave of ALLAH, we also live as a family member, friends,student,etc2...
straight to the point
AS A FAMILY MEMBER
i wanna be a daughter,and sister that please everybody. of course it's impossible but i'll try. ill do what i can do. i want them to be proud of me. someone who they can rely on. someone who will do everything. someone who'll lend the ears when nobody listen. someone who'll talk to them if every single person on earth ignored them and someone who'll wipe their tears even if the tissue is no longer been produced (?) ouh yeah. i wont mind to spend my money on them. yes seriously. i dont mind being a maid for them (maybe a bit tired but sokay). i wanna be a daughter/sister and also be a good friend to them. yeah some times my hot-tempered characteristic(?) gettin' worse and this is the worse of all (i guess only my family knows how bad tempered i am). yet they are still bear with it even if it is too much. if and only if they are strangers live with me for 20 years, i doubt they will bear it for too long. it's because THEY ARE FAMILY. they go through the hardships with me.together. never leave me alone even if i think it otherwise(sometimes :P). THEY NEVER LEAVE ME ALONE and i know that. they had spent sooooo much for me and i keep wanting more and more. guess what? very small percentage close to 5% that they rejected my wish. because of what? YES, BECAUSE THEY ARE FAMILY. and i love them. :)
AS A FRIEND
first of all. am i a good friend? this question had been stuck in my head for years. i (guess) have many friends and each one of them taught me diff things. the best lesson i had learned is from someone who taught me what is the real friendship is.to believe. to forgive.to be honest.etc2. yaaaaaa ive told this like millions of times. i do appreciate everyone.and i love each one of them. as a friend, i wanna be someone who others will think of whenever they got problems. it's not like i love to be the last option (only when they got problems) but seriously i feel great when i made someone, at least smile even if they dont laugh. yes i have this one friend. she is not even my best friend. nope .but whenever i got problem/s i know she always be beside me and will always support me through thick and thin. i love this kind of feeling. and i wanna be like her. she treat her friend's problem like it is hers. SHE WILL DEFINITELY REPLY MY CALL, TEXT MESSAGE AND MAYBE IF SHE SUSCRIBED TO DATA PLAN, SHE WILL DEFINITELY REPLY MY WHATSAPP/LINE ETC2. when i face the hard times, my heart feel at ease a little bit when i think of her (OMG think straight okay, dont confuse me for being lesbo. im not one :3 i suddenly scared of my own word hahahaha okay please understand). to my dearest friends i might be someone who annoyed you soooooo much but i love you. i just cant being nice (ive tried to be nice.real hard please believe me).i just cant i just cant. sobsssss...ouh yes and thanks. for being my friend. :)
AS A STUDENT
nak jadi macam miza rasyida ramlan. :3
Saturday, 23 March 2013
HEY THERE, I LOVE YOU
WE LAUGH,
WE FIGHT,
WE CRY (OR MAYBE NOT),
ALMOST TOGETHER..
YOU...
THE PERSON I MET IN UTP..
REALLY MADE MY EVERY DAY...
YOU MADE ME LAUGH,
EMBARASS SOMETIMES DUE TO LOTS OF TYPOS I MADE...
YOU..
THE PERSON WHO I REALLY LOVES TO TEASE..
I LOVES TO HEAR YOUR ANGRY VOICE..
SOUNDS SOOO BEAUTIFUL TO MY EARS.. (MAYBE XD )
THAT CAUSE ME TO TEASE YOU DAYS AND NIGHT, UNSTOPPABLE..
THIS POST...
IS MY SINCERE...... (SORRY DON'T KNOW HOW TO CONTINUE THIS PHRASE, CONTINUE IT YOURSELF)..
YOU,
THE ONE WHO ARE REALLY NICE TO ME (SOME TIMES)
YET I NEVER TOUCHED~ :P
THE VERY FIRST TIME I SAW YOU, WAS AT THE SECOND MEETING OF OUR SMART GROUP
(SINCE I MISSED THE FIRST MEETING, I ATE ALREADY BY THAT TIME, A CLOSE-MISSED)
AT FIRST, I'M NOT REALLY FRIENDLY I GUESSED BUT IT WAS FUN TO KNOW YOU AT THAT MOMENT.
NEVER THOUGHT THAT YOU WOULD BE ONE OF MY
DEAREST FRIEND AT UTP (?)
LET'S BE HONEST~
THREE WORDS:
I LOVE YOU
ANNOYING FACE THAT U NEVER FAILED TO SHOW EVERYDAY.
WELL, I'M NOT SWEET ENOUGH TO TELL YOU STRAIGHT AWAY.
JUST HOPING THAT U'LL FIND YOUR WAY TO THIS POST. HOW?
I DON'T KNOW. :D
UHIBBUKI FILLAH. :)
AHHH... BTW, THANKS FOR TOOK ME OUT IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT JUST BECAUSE I'M CRAVING FOR ICE TEA.JUST FOR THAT, EVEN THOUGH WE END UP EATING SOMEWHERE ELSE.HEEEEE..
NAHHHH, DON'T YOU EVER THINK THAT I'LL BE NICE TO YOU AFTER THIS. IT WOULD BE WORSE THAN YOU CAN THINK OFF. NGEHNGEHNGEH.
Sunday, 3 February 2013
beware of the nigerian~
ALHAMDULILLAH, i have been given a chance to warn you guys, my dear readers (eceh!).
as most of u knows that I am a hand phones and gadjet dealer. yesterday, someone told me that he want to buy a phone, a 2ndhand phones. he contacted me via e-mails (perhaps, he/she does not want me to know his phone number). at first, i'm so excited as i think this is a chance to sell things internationally (cewahh!).. i'm dealing with him through e-mails and i've send the pictures of the phones since i'm afraid that he feels cheated if he does not receive the item that he want. i got replied and he said,yesss please proceed.these are my conversations with him/her:-
as most of u knows that I am a hand phones and gadjet dealer. yesterday, someone told me that he want to buy a phone, a 2ndhand phones. he contacted me via e-mails (perhaps, he/she does not want me to know his phone number). at first, i'm so excited as i think this is a chance to sell things internationally (cewahh!).. i'm dealing with him through e-mails and i've send the pictures of the phones since i'm afraid that he feels cheated if he does not receive the item that he want. i got replied and he said,yesss please proceed.these are my conversations with him/her:-
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| con-man e-mails : annnur14@yahoo.com (easy for peoples to google in future) |
then i'm trying to google the cost to ship the item all the way to nigeria.
luckily, i found a website, which warn everyone not to be cheated by those nigerians. it's not safe even if we ship the item after we received the payment.
why?
the flow is like this.
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| nikka is obviously not me. -_____________-' |
got the idea??
ALHAMDULILLAH.
i'm not one of those scammer's victim.
note to everyone: i'm not being racist. it's a warning!!!!
like, SERIOUSLY?
ALHAMDULILLAH! let us praise ALLAH for giving us the chance to live as for the time being.the moment that we can still breathing. what so hard to say ALHAMDULILLAH by the way? :D
like, seriously? JAWI website had been hacked by sofea hana if im not mistaken. it's not actually being hacked, the real situation is the website was being defaced by her ( change the layout and stuff like that on the website, kind of). it's not too long, maybe about 12 hours plus minus. I believe, she is one of those creative youngsters who have emotional problem.stress maybe. yeah, living in this world SOME TIMES could be depressing.haha. just kidding. :) okay let's see what happened.
like, seriously? JAWI website had been hacked by sofea hana if im not mistaken. it's not actually being hacked, the real situation is the website was being defaced by her ( change the layout and stuff like that on the website, kind of). it's not too long, maybe about 12 hours plus minus. I believe, she is one of those creative youngsters who have emotional problem.stress maybe. yeah, living in this world SOME TIMES could be depressing.haha. just kidding. :) okay let's see what happened.
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| focus on the yellow box that i highlighted. i only added the yellow box, no more than that. it's an original picture for God sake.it's real! haiyak, why la these days, our youngsters becomes like this. if you want to deface a website, choose wisely. errrrr.... this is an inappropriate action of yours (whoever she is). -the end- |
Monday, 21 January 2013
MISSION : LOSE WEIGHT
ALHAMDULILLAH that we still be able to live in this beautiful world. ALHAMDULILLAH ALHAMDULILLAH. :)
well. as stated above, i'm on diet now. to be honest, it's for my own sake.to live a healthy lifestyle (cehh!) this mission,had been in my head for a very long time but err.. idk, i'm just being lazy not prepared.. :3
now, i'm SERIOUS!
i hope you guys can support me. not in terms of giving food, etc2 but give me moral support so that
i'm not going to eat sooo much food.
i'm not taking any supplementary food (what's that?) or any diet pills (is there any?). I've started this diet thingy last 5 days, still too early to say anything.
day 1: nan bread
day 2: nan bread
day 3: kueyteow
day 4: vegetables, to be exact, i ate spinach and an apple. :D
day 5: so far (at 6pm) i already ate A cracker (only one) and a glass of coffee. not yet hungry. -.-
tomorrow? idk.
i'm not a bulimia neither an aneroxia of course. i'm still eating but in a limited quantity.
i hope my efforts work and turn out to be as i planned.
i'm trying not to eat rice and do some exercise as well. so far so good.
i hope that everything is gonna be okay.
p/s; don't mad at me if you see me eating rice. well, i'm a malay. just, support me to go through this hardship (haha!) sigh, no weighing scale so i can't see the progress. T_T
fighting! *cute face*
*okay i know this picture has no sense*
~~~~thanks for reading, the end~~~
Saturday, 19 January 2013
my 2013 wishlist~
alhamdulillah praise to ALLAH. He still give me the chance to breath, to talk, to write etc2. :)
okay here we go. my wishlist for 2013.last post I've stated that i want to be a better slave of ALLAH, a good daughter, a good sibling to my brothers and sisters, a good friend..in conclusion, to be a better person as compared to last year,last 2 years,last 3 years..and so on.
i got few things in my mind for this year. some material since i'm quite materialistic you know? :P
nahhh...i just kiidding. i likes electronic thingy so much but i'm not an up-to-date person. i just love to get what i want, not really into something which is newly announced (might be but not usually). it happens when i'm having fun browsing the internet and poof! i like it and i'm dreaming to have it one day out of a sudden. :D
the first one is XPERIA S
okay here we go. my wishlist for 2013.last post I've stated that i want to be a better slave of ALLAH, a good daughter, a good sibling to my brothers and sisters, a good friend..in conclusion, to be a better person as compared to last year,last 2 years,last 3 years..and so on.
i got few things in my mind for this year. some material since i'm quite materialistic you know? :P
nahhh...i just kiidding. i likes electronic thingy so much but i'm not an up-to-date person. i just love to get what i want, not really into something which is newly announced (might be but not usually). it happens when i'm having fun browsing the internet and poof! i like it and i'm dreaming to have it one day out of a sudden. :D
the first one is XPERIA S
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| I've take the picture from soyacincau.com as stated in the picture. i hope there is no copyright issue. |
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| the specs of the phone. the only spec that can beat galaxy s3 is just the rear camera (noted that), other than that, s3 is better.
the second one is
ASUS VIVOBOOK S200E-CT198H TOUCH Screen ULTRABOOK notebook
random wish. i found it while browsing the internet. :P
some specs of the laptop <3
yg pntg touch screen.eheh.
so far, i just want these two things. there is one more which is a viva/myvi but maybe i put that in next year wish list.hehehehe
okay thanx for reading. :)
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Thursday, 17 January 2013
a note to a dai'e
ALHAMDULILLAH, thank you ALLAH for letting us to live till now so that we all still can read this post. Nothing special about this post. last 13th January 2013, I've started my 2nd semester at Petronas University of Technology as Chemical Engineering Students ( 1st year 2nd semester ). Well, I'm trying to change this new semester, to be a better slave of ALLAH, a good daughter, a better siblings to my brothers and sisters, a good friend, what else? i just hope i would be a better person this year. i'm not a TEEN anymore. yes I already 20-years-old. a little bit awkward to be an adult ( though it's not an official age for an adult ). by the way, there's something I want to tell to you dear readers especially to those dai'e. it is a true story.
straight to the point, last Tuesday, I've attended Islamic Studies class. What's so special about this class is obviously because i'm one of the student (haha >.<!). another than that, of course because of my friends are also in the class,my rum8, my PE friends. okay this story is no longer straight. where's the point? okay. this class suppose to be for Muslim students, for non-Muslim, they could attend Moral class (kind of, idk the specific name) but in the class that is suppose to be for Muslims, there is a non-Muslim among us! our lecturer ask him why did he attend this class (Islamic Studies instead of Moral class; of course non-Muslim are welcome to learn Islamic Studies if they are willing to do so, no discrimination). He replied " because I'm interested to learn about Islam *smiley face* ". i was sooo shocked at that time and at the same time; excited!
then the lecturer start to ask a bunch of questions to the Austrian guy. It might be that the lecturer was as excited as I am ( it's a chance to persuade Him to learn more,more, and more about Islam; my point of view). However, it seems like the Austrian guy had been pushed by the lecturer. idk, it's not only me but my friends also feels the same and I'm afraid that it would be the last time that he would attend the class. I'm not trying to talk bad about anyone especially my lecturer, I believe he is a good lecturer, indeed. some questions that had been asked were " do you happened to know about yourself? ", " don't you know how to describe yourself?" *some students laughing* the tone was provocative. me myself, feels a bit awkward with the situation *to be honest*. well, the Austrian guy act normally, answered him politely which is a very good manner of him. but still, the lecturer keep on questioning. # i think the interaction between us, Muslim students and the lecturer only 40%, the remaining 60% is the Q&A session between the lecturer and the Austrian guy# opps sorry my bad~ the class started at 8.40pm (suppose to be started at 8pm but the lecturer came late) and ended at 10.10pm.
straight to the point, last Tuesday, I've attended Islamic Studies class. What's so special about this class is obviously because i'm one of the student (haha >.<!). another than that, of course because of my friends are also in the class,my rum8, my PE friends. okay this story is no longer straight. where's the point? okay. this class suppose to be for Muslim students, for non-Muslim, they could attend Moral class (kind of, idk the specific name) but in the class that is suppose to be for Muslims, there is a non-Muslim among us! our lecturer ask him why did he attend this class (Islamic Studies instead of Moral class; of course non-Muslim are welcome to learn Islamic Studies if they are willing to do so, no discrimination). He replied " because I'm interested to learn about Islam *smiley face* ". i was sooo shocked at that time and at the same time; excited!
then the lecturer start to ask a bunch of questions to the Austrian guy. It might be that the lecturer was as excited as I am ( it's a chance to persuade Him to learn more,more, and more about Islam; my point of view). However, it seems like the Austrian guy had been pushed by the lecturer. idk, it's not only me but my friends also feels the same and I'm afraid that it would be the last time that he would attend the class. I'm not trying to talk bad about anyone especially my lecturer, I believe he is a good lecturer, indeed. some questions that had been asked were " do you happened to know about yourself? ", " don't you know how to describe yourself?" *some students laughing* the tone was provocative. me myself, feels a bit awkward with the situation *to be honest*. well, the Austrian guy act normally, answered him politely which is a very good manner of him. but still, the lecturer keep on questioning. # i think the interaction between us, Muslim students and the lecturer only 40%, the remaining 60% is the Q&A session between the lecturer and the Austrian guy# opps sorry my bad~ the class started at 8.40pm (suppose to be started at 8pm but the lecturer came late) and ended at 10.10pm.
*the next day at the same time*
lecturer : where is that Austrian guy?
*everyone's searching*
~~ HE'S NOT COMING~~
p/s; should approach non-Muslim appropriately if we want them to be attracted to Islam.
not only applies to non-Muslim, if we want to deliver the da'wah to the Muslim itself, we have to construct a very good plan to approach them so that it will go as planned right or am i wrong?
do correct me if I'm talking rubbish! I'm human and i used to make a lot of mistakes so please,
reminds me if I'm wrong :)
I HOPE THAT NEXT WEEK- THE AUSTRIAN GUY WILL COME TO THE CLASS AND HE WILL CONTINUOUSLY LEARN ABOUT ISLAM AND CONVERTED TO ISLAM, INSHAALLAH. I ALSO HOPE THAT I'VE ASSUMED THE WRONG REASON FOR HIS ABSENCE, MAYBE HE GOT A FEVER SUDDENLY?NOT BECAUSE OF UNCOUNTABLE QUESTIONS FROM THE LECTURER.MAYBE AND I HOPE SO.
THANK YOU FOR READING. :D
Tuesday, 30 October 2012
Monday, 22 October 2012
to go or not to go?
" ANDA SEMUA DIJEMPUT HADIR
UNTUK MENONTON SEDUTAN FILEM
INNOCENCE OF MUSLIM DI SURAU
AL-HIDAYAH PADA MALAM INI
JAM 9-10 MLM"
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Mata Aqidah tertancap pada kertas yang ditampal pada papan kenyataan itu.
Filem yang menjadikan semua umat Islam bangun menentang sang durjana pengarah filem
hatta, pelakonnya yang berstatus Islam sekalipun.
Mengapa muslim terlibat? Hanya ALLAH yang tahu.
INNOCENCE OF MUSLIM bakal ditayangkan,
Hatinya melompat-lompat gembira, berbunga riang kerana mendapat peluang
menonton filem itu.
Bukan Aqidah tiada inisiatif untuk menontonnya di youtube ,
cubaannya beberapa hari lalu untuk menonton filem itu di youtube
nyata sekali menghampakan kerana filem itu sudah diremove ..
Dia tidak mahu menjadi org celik yang buta, mahupun org boleh mendengar tetapi tuli
apatah lagi org yg boleh berkata2 tetapi bisu.
" AKU PERLU TONTON FILEM INI!"
Jerit Aqidah dalam hati.
Usai meeting bersama Rakan Masjid di masjid lama,
Aqidah bergegas ke surau AL-HIDAYAH.
Dia tidak mahu ketinggalan untuk menyaksikan filem itu.
Keinginannya untuk menonton filem itu melebihi keinginannya untuk menonton filem OMBAK RINDU,
filem yang dilakonkan oleh artis kegemarannya, Aaron Aziz.
:: 9.30pm ::
Alhamdulillah. tayangan masih belum bermula. "Mula lambat agaknya," getus Aqidah dalam hati.
...
Benar!!!! Memang sepatutnya umat Islam bangkit menentang org yg kufur.
Pilu hatinya mengenangkan cara kafir laknatullah menghina Rasulullah.
Salah siapa? Salah si kufurkah atau salah umat Islam sendiri yang
membuka pintu penghinaan terhadap Rasulullah.
Baru beberapa hari lepas Aqidah melihat saudara muslimnya membuang
sampah ikut suka. Lebih mendukacitakan apabila yang mengutipnya adalah
Susan, non-muslim. Apakah itu teladan yang baik?
....
Lamunan Aqidah terhenti apabila namanya disebut..
1)NUR AQIDAH NABIHAH
2)NURUL UMMI NAJIHAH
3) SITI NURAIN AMIRA
NAQIBAH: KAK HELIZA
APAKAH??
Naik juling mata Aqidah menahan ngantuk. Jam menunjukkan hampir 11.30 pm.
Aktiviti halaqah seakan tidak akan berhenti dalam masa terdekat. Terpaksa pula menyertai diskusi
tentang CABARAN DAN CARA MENYEBARKAN DAKWAH.
Secara jujurnya memang Aqidah rasa terpaksa.
Mata yang semakin mengecil dikelip-kelipkan supaya tak
tersungkur di situ. Atas dasar menghormati majlis, dia meneruskan diskusi itu walau hatinya meronta-ronta
ingin bermanja dengan katilnya di bilik. Dia tetap sabar dan tabah.
"AKU KALAU DAH NGANTUK MEMANG HILANG LA IKHLAS TU, BILA NAK HABIS NI?!!"
Jerit Aqidah dalam hati dengan harapan seseorang akan mendengar rintihannya itu.
memang tak lah kannn..
::12.30 am ::
Aktiviti Halaqah berhenti setakat ini.
Alhamdulillah. Akhirnya.
Dia gembira tetapi pada masa yang sama
runsing memikirkan satu perkara.
"Akak nak buat perjumpaan halaqah setiap hari Rabu antara maghrib dan isya',
kita buat sharing session,"
aduh. Runsing-runsing.
Bukan mahu menolak tetapi Aqidah tidak suka perasaan terikat.
Ianya akan menjadi lebih baik sekiranya ditambah " terpulang lah kalau nak join."
That would be her last time participation in halaqah. That's it but then Kak Heliza keep on bothering her. She can not handle too many things in a time. She already have 2 usrah's group and she is very comfortable with the groups she already have. The way of attracting peoples that has been done by Kak Heliza is not the right way. Peoples feels burden by it. It is no fun at all. An obvious different between the Usrah(s) and halaqah.
This feeling is not feels by Aqidah only, but her friends feel the same thing.
No one said Halaqah peoples are wrong but the way they attract peoples are wrong.
" LA IKRAHA FID-DIN".
In a way, they have the content. a very good content but somehow
Aqidah feels that her privacy have been taken away when Kak Heliza freely comes to her room,
sleeping in her room and whatsoever.
She has the common sense to treat guests nicely but in the same time,she feels guilty
to her roommate as her roommate is not comfortable when someone not invited comes to the room.
The room is not her's alone.
first meeting is okay,
second okay,
third quite okay,
forth?
she can not answer it.
it feels like she has to transfer a rock from a mountain to another mountain. it is hard.
her heart is not there anymore.
She is just trying to be nice.
she feels burden by it but when it comes to any activity regarding the Usrah(s),
she feels so happy.
The matter of heart is more complicated than an ordinary differential equation.
Aqidah try to ask her friend(s) on what is the best decision.
TO GO OR NOT TO GO TO THE HALAQAH MEETING
as she does not feel comfortable with the group.
....
After a very long discussion with her friends,
She made a decision which is to commit Usrah(s) but she is not totally reject the Halaqah.
She choose the priority and will go to Halaqah if she feels to do so.
--The End--
Sunday, 23 September 2012
alhamdulillah, it's been a week since my first day register as UTPian
nothing's change..im still using the same legs,the same hands,the same head and everything are the same.
but somehow,i think there is one thing begin to change slowly (it takes time to be fully change). it's my heart..
i love the environment here.well, the weather are quite hot as compared to puncak alam.but i feel like im living in a very safe condition. why safe? everybody knows UTP is 'UNIVERSITI TEKNOLOGI PETRONAS'...the moto is 'FUTURE ENGINEER'. it's simple. mostly about engineering. im not going to promote UTP because of its moto. just now i said, i like the environment here. the environment which i failed to get at UiTM Puncak Alam (PALAM). what is it?
i feel safe?? by what??
let me tell you this.
i've gone through my orientation.
throughout this orientation,
the facilitators kept telling us to mind our distance between gender.
yes, other institution so far,did remind us to do that but it was told only once.
here... the faci(s) kept telling us that....every time. even when we're doing group discussion.
the faci(s) are very kind.i think. they treat us as a sister and brother (?). maybe not but they are very friendly. very2 friendly.
it's not only about the gap.
the senior(s) and junior(s)
are very commited in terms of taking care of our faith.
many of them are willing to come to the new student's village
in order to make some sharing session which is called usrah or taklim by some peoples.
yes, we do have smart group which the role are the same as usrah and taklim but then
the content are different. i learned many new things everyday. yes i may not remember all the hadith or Quran verse(s) that they had told me.
but in a way, i found the other me.
alhamdulillah, i had been accepted as rakan masjid ( one of the student body at utp ).
im not holding any position.just a member of rakan masjid. some might say: "takpelah...kau mmg baik.mmg sesuai masuk rakan masjid"
but then rakan masjid is not for those who are kind or 'alim' or whatsoever you name it,
it's the place for those who want to change.to be a better person.
a friend of mine used to say "orang yg soleh solehah bukan org yg pakai tudung labuh,pakai kopiah serban,tp org yg sentiasa memperbaiki diri."
think about it. don't you think that is true? a fact i think.
yeah...im trying to change. when i was at puncak alam, i did joined taklim but it's different here.
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| better muslimah just now, one of my senior said...paradise is great,awesome,'terbaik' and so on.. but then there is one thing which is greater... what is it? it is the pleasure of ALLAH. the QURAN verse to prove it.i will update it very soon. so goodnite. this is my story for this week. jazakalallahu khairan. |
Friday, 7 September 2012
long distance relationship~
eheh..
dah bertahun rasanya kita tidak bersua muka...
facebook dan teks mesej
setia menjadi pengikat antara kita.
pertemuan pertama antara kita
langsung tidak memberi erti
bahkan
kau dan aku
diam menyepi..
masing2 bisu tidak terketik
tidak terlintas dihati untuk bertegur sapa
apatah lagi bergurau senda
tidak terlintas dihati untuk bertegur sapa
apatah lagi bergurau senda
tidak ku jangka...
kita pergi sejauh ini..
hari demi hari..
jarak yg luas semakin kecil..
dan akhirnya
kita berakhir dengan ikatan sahabat baik...
amat rapat.
pertemuan semula minggu lalu,
menjadi momen manis buat kami berdua..
pertemuan semula minggu lalu,
menjadi momen manis buat kami berdua..
momen yg sekian lama ditunggu-tunggu
akhirnya menjelma...
akhirnya menjelma...
hehe..siapakah beliau??
post ini merupakan janji ku kepada beliau...
yes..janji utk menceritakan tentang beliau dlm blok ku..
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| me and the moon gmbr di atas merupakan kenangan terakhir saya bersama siti munirah binti mhd yusof. ini adalah gmbr yg diambil ketika jamuan makan malam tingkatan 3 2008.. pd 2009, cik siti ini telah berpindah ke MRSM Taiping, Perak. pd awalnya, kami tidak begitu rapat..walaupun kami satu homeroom.. cik siti ni pun agak sombong pada dasarnya.. memang diakui,setelah jd mcm adik beradik pun..masih sombong lg... beliau seorang yg perahsia.. yela...ada blog pun...hanya org trtntu shj yg dpt acces ke blog miliknya.. blog yg comel...bukan background,tp gaya penulisannya.. nak link blog?? nope..it remain as a secret.i dont have the permission to tell u guys. :) yg menambah kespecialan cik siti ini ialah,walaupun pada dasarnya beliau merupakan seorg yg sombong dalamannya bersifat kelembutan (cewah!) penuh dgn sifat kemanjaan (haha!).. serious..that's why i treat her as my younger sister.. winkwink *^.^ |
Thursday, 6 September 2012
tetttt~
post kali ni merupakan post yg tulus ikhlas yg lahir dr hati sanubari aku..why?sblm ni aq tulis x ikhlas ke?eh taklah...sj nk bg ayat cm gempak j..haha.. :D
kadang2 rasa macam loser kan sbb kt xthu apa2 psl org yg kt syg... feveret colour,foddfood,drink, and whatsoever.......yes im like that...not that i doesn't care, it's just one of my weakness to remember all those things..tettttt~
aku kesal....sebab aq mmg susah nk igt.seriously...
kadang2 rasa macam loser kan sbb kt xthu apa2 psl org yg kt syg... feveret colour,
aku kesal....sebab aq mmg susah nk igt.seriously...
Wednesday, 15 August 2012
kadangkala hidup perlu menyusahkan org~
hah! prnh dgr x ayat "kecik-kecik tak nak mam***,dah besar menyusahkan org!"...isk3...sedih taw kalau ayat tu ditujukan kepada kita. not our fault.it's a matter of time.sooner or later,everyone would die.that's for sure.jadi kenapa cakap macam tu.perlukah emosi mengawal segala tindak tanduk kita sedangkan yg paling berperanan adalah aqal.yes.aqal yg membezakan kita dengan haiwan. kdg2 rasa pelik... yelah berdasarkan apa yg aq slalu tgk kat national geographic (errrr...selalu?), haiwan bergaduh sebab nk pertahankan kawasan tmpt tgl,nk cari jodoh dan yg seumpama dengannya. tp manusia kdg2 bergaduh atas sebab yg remeh. alah.terpijak kasut sikit pun nk bertumbuk.lek la derrr...jangan sampai sebab kasut kau kena masuk lokap.not worth it u tahu?? haha...eeeerrr...sebenarnya kannnn...aq rasa aq dah menyimpang dari tajuk post ni. hehe..maaf. manusia mmg acapkali menyimpang.yelah,kdg2 nk beli gula 10 sen kat kedai pun boleh jd rm2 kan2..tipu kalau korg x prnh jd mcm ni.aq???selalu...baru j ptg td jd.niat prgi kedai nk beli sabun basuh pinggan j.tp uih,ambil itu ambl ini...instead of rm3.00++ dah jd rm15 dah.haha.okay merepek lg. tajuk ni aku terfikir time nak buat air nescafe td.utk pengetahuan korg,aq ni mmg penggemar tegar teh,nescafe,kopi dan yg seumpama dgnnya.milo skrg aq dah x suka. manis mungkin.aq x suka sgt air manis sbb nt aq rasa macam nak pengsan..kalau beli coklat pun...cnthnya boost...nak habiskan tu ambl masa 3-4 hari baru abs. =..=' seee!!aq sng sgt melalut.siapa yg baca post aq sampai sini,tahniah sebab masih melayan rentetan jalanan aq. ehehehe...maaf.okay! (dengan semangat berkobar2..),aq umumkan...sampai di sini shj repekan aq.sambung balik tajuk okay. :)
kenapa aq buat tajuk ni?terfikir time buat nescafe plak tu. mcm ni.it's simple. bagi aku,nescafe/kopi/teh haruslah panas baru terasa nikmat.haha.menyusahkan kan nk minum air panas tp nikmatnya lain. haha. mcm tu la kita bila jd perempuan.jgn takut utk menyusahkan sang lelaki(err,geli la pulakk~) yg cuba 'mengorat' (?) kt. benda yg baik x prnh menyenangkan (kebanyakannya). biar susah2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian.jika itu jodoh kita,maka dia akan tetap bersabar dan turut yakin dgn jodoh yg telah ditentukan oleh ALLAH.
p/s: tp jgnlah korg menyusahkan mak ayah,family korg.
kenapa aq buat tajuk ni?terfikir time buat nescafe plak tu. mcm ni.it's simple. bagi aku,nescafe/kopi/teh haruslah panas baru terasa nikmat.haha.menyusahkan kan nk minum air panas tp nikmatnya lain. haha. mcm tu la kita bila jd perempuan.jgn takut utk menyusahkan sang lelaki(err,geli la pulakk~) yg cuba 'mengorat' (?) kt. benda yg baik x prnh menyenangkan (kebanyakannya). biar susah2 dahulu,bersenang2 kemudian.jika itu jodoh kita,maka dia akan tetap bersabar dan turut yakin dgn jodoh yg telah ditentukan oleh ALLAH.
p/s: tp jgnlah korg menyusahkan mak ayah,family korg.
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